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I've gotten this warning due to my various alts and other retarded garbage. Obviously I am Blazer or that fuckhead kid on this site and after receiving this warning from a mod, I can confirm that there is no prevail into surviving on KYM. I can't do anything, I can't comment, post images, etc without getting warnings, bans, etc. I even raged at a meme with that one anime tiddy girl and got my account deleted, so I had to manually go back to Discord and ask a mod to restore it. I've made many alts on KYM because of reasons relating to my deactivations of the alts. Every time someone downvotes me, insults me hard, etc, it scares me, it fears me, puts guilt into my body:

Ex. I made a comment on the VRChat seizure video saying nobody cares with the smug wendy's gif, and someone in response posted this:

This caused me to fill myself with guilt and shame, and I deleted the account since.

The reason I use KYM to comment and shit is that I wanted to express emotions to my memes, but I fuck up here and there. I never meant to cause controversy and I was trying to have fun on the website, but I've learned my lesson. I've been depressed for the past couple of months and sites like these and 4chan and so on kept me feeling good. Getting a warning saying that I'll get perma-banned/IP Banned if I fuck up one more time just fills me with shock and terror in my body. I can't give this site up. I've been using it for the past couple of years and saying goodbye forever is like saying goodbye to a pet you had since childhood. Please moderators, don't do this to me, I love you and this site and hearing that I would get banned at anytime for fucking up will just make me feel shattered.

Have you considered changing your behaviour?

That's what I have plans on.

ok good luck then.

Bruh.

I can confirm that there is no prevail into surviving on KYM. I can't do anything, I can't comment, post images, etc without getting warnings, bans, etc.

I can confirm that not breaking site rules is – believe it or not – pretty damn easy. If you're truly so incapable of not posting (about) porn or spewing profanity and obscenity in every comment thread, don't post. 99% of the userbase manages it just fine; you don't get to be the exception to this because of a plea bargain.

I've made many alts on KYM because of reasons relating to my deactivations of the alts. Every time someone downvotes me, insults me hard, etc, it scares me, it fears me, puts guilt into my body:

You've either embellished the truth to garner sympathy, or you need to accept that the fact that you have an unhealthy emotional attachment to this site and its social dynamics. In both cases, the solution involves going outside, so maybe start with that.

The reason I use KYM to comment and shit is that I wanted to express emotions to my memes, but I fuck up here and there. I never meant to cause controversy and I was trying to have fun on the website,

And you receive warnings "here and there". Your good intentions don't seem to be worth all that much when compared to the sheer number of warnings behind your (many) accounts.

I've learned my lesson.

This statement would have been worth infinitely more if you had instead chosen to prove it. There's a "Boy Who Cried Wolf" allegory in here, but I'll settle for brevity: What makes this time any different? The existence of this thread certainly isn't doing you any favours. Your honesty here isn't earning anybody's trust if all it serves is to prove us right. The very idea that making a new account with a different name would somehow void the previous account's behaviour is the kind of thinking we expect from someone who still intends to receive thse warnings – those warnings aren't on the account name, they're on you. Don't make a better account; be better.

I can't give this site up. I've been using it for the past couple of years and saying goodbye forever is like saying goodbye to a pet you had since childhood. Please moderators, don't do this to me, I love you and this site and hearing that I would get banned at anytime for fucking up will just make me feel shattered.

Log out of KYM. Talk to your parents, call a friend, find a professional, use a helpline, even try a different website. What you need to understand is that seeking counsel on the very platform you're emotionally crippled by is doing nothing for you, and we can't help you so much as sit here and watch you torment yourself until you cross the rules. The last time we witnessed a user in such a self-destructive spiral, we immediately considered banning them for their own good. There was no "giving up" KYM until you backed yourself into this corner with your own actions.

If at any point you decide that your emotional crisis stemming from KYM doesn't need to be a public affair, you know where the private message buttons are.

I understand.

RIP