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Hey man, lately I’ve seen in a funk. I feel like everything other people getting ahead and I’m here feeling like. I’m running without ever really moving forwards. I’m on this continuous conveyor belt stuck in no-man’s land stuck in limbo and I’m tired this isn’t where. I was meant to be or who I was supposed to be and the deepest feeling that has is why shy am I still here but in all of that frustration and in the friction of that pain. A deep dark part of me speaks and says is that the best you’ve got have you genuinely given it you’re all did you truly go all ships in and be honest to be really honest with you a quiet shameful voice is whispering no. I haven’t our society celebrates conquerors and shames surrender but what if I told you surrender can actually be. A powerful empowering thing what if by surrendering we actually find acceptance and in the acceptance we become the conquerors that we’re seeking now. I’m not talking about giving up let me be clear. I’m talking about the kind of surrender that is about surrendering to the process surrendering to the work the art the art of being studious Vedic philosophy talks about this that when a man sets aside his pride and he abandons his ego only then can he truly being with earnestness the journey of self-development. As spiritual growth in other words when you reach your lowest point we become opened to the greatest change. I’m not surprised that I am where. I am and you shouldn’t be surprised you’re getting the results you’re getting because what works for you then it’s not gonna work for you now and amongst the darkness and demons of a doubt what you and I what we need to realise is that we are social mechines built but also programmed to repeat. Patterns and in the early days these new patterns that we find or dots they bring us the excitement of new results when you do something new it gives you a new fix a new result but over time these things decay and it’s your job to keep continually defining yourself to abandon and then enlighten our old selves the shedding of one show into the next four lifetimes the only constant in all of this is that things are impermanet so don’t hold on to what is life is like a river and the waters that are still that you’re trying to hold o are the same waters that crash and swirl around you so change. Change and if you want to win if you want to succeed if you want to go beyond this the choice isn’t to exit it’s to engage you to need to sit down and have an honest conversation with yourself about the kind of life you want to live the kind of human being that you want to be the sacrifice and investment that you are going to have to make in order to get there and above all else above all. Else what are the things that you are going to personally get fulfillment from to stay away from social media for a time if you need to focus on the gold focus on the mission focus on the vision don’t chase things because you think it might mean that people rate you. I want you to rate. I want you to do if for you and nobody else because that’s what real success is that’s real like not the kind that you get from your feed but the kind that you get from the beating of your own heart your own drum and remember it’s okay not to know or to have it all figured out you don’t need a grand map of your reality and your future your path it’s made by walking it so take it one step at a time take it one moment at a time have micro goals sometimes in life you can’t see the light at the end of the tunnel but you just gotta keep moving forward and I promise you you will come to a better place. You can spend hours looking for the best phone or the best dress or the best shoes or the fanciest car but those things they’re not gonna bring you anything but bill so instead if you spend those same hours investing in yourself. I can guarantee you’ll get something from it growth ideas insights every day and this-this is what this wonderful life of yours is all about the process of constantly becoming yourself.

Do you honestly expect anyone to read this ugly wall of text? Bah, you're probably a spambot anyway.

Uhm..

- Learn to love yourself before you try to love others.

- What we want may not be what society wants, or our parents want for us.

- Without inspecting our inner-most feelings, the darkness inside of us, we may unintentionally allow such things to manifest in other unintended ways?

- Take your time -- its ok if you are not where you thought you would see yourself. Everybody does things at their own pace, in their own time. Just because the people around you are doing things and you are not is not a the end all be all.

As much as you can train your mind and body, the soul is an often overlooked aspect - should we sacrifice our soul to achieve peace of mind? How do we work to achieve perfection in all 3?

I dunno, I might be reading too much into it but thats what I can bullet-point from all of this, lol.

I assume English isn't your natural language, but still a good effort. Punctuation and spacing needs a bit of work though.