ok I think I'll butt in on here
I identify myself as Catholic but I think Ultimately I believe in moreso a spiritualism similar to The Native Americans. Primairly It's just Spirituality & Theism wise, I don't find myself agreeing to every verse in the bible in a literal fashion, my life is mostly secular, which is in part also caused by the fact I'm bisexual as well, delving into that while of course because of that I think the bible verses that promote homophobia shouldn't be followed and are p-much bs, I don't think it should be a requirement for queer people to not be religious even though a lot of religions do forbid homosexuality. I still believe in Jesus and what not, and a few of his teachings. I'm a loyal Christian I just don't think I belong in hell for loving people of the same gender.
speaking of being in hell, I personally believe that if there is a god, he is a mostly forgiving one, I do believe it is possible for people to go to hell and the existance of satan, but I believe most people go to heaven & you really don't go to hell unless your a brutal tyrant, mass murderer or generally spent your time on earth making the lives of people around you, yourself & perhaps the world itself a worse place. back to the forgiveness part, I personally believe that even people declared 'pagans'[for lack of a better term], and even atheists and satanists can go into heaven, as long as they were relatively decent people in life.
furthermore back to what I was originally saying but went on a tiny tangent about the above stuff, I do think the only reasonable way for a government to handle religion in the modern era is purely secularism. the banning or promotion of religion by the government simply doesn't work in modern times & is debatably a human rights violation. I do think society should maintain some religious-leaning laws that are more just common sense morals & natural law if anything that non religious people can agree with as well [I.E. 'Thou Shalt not Kill' 'Thou Shalt not Steal' etc], which are primairly the ones I follow myself.
back to what I mean by ultimately believing in a native american-esque spiritualism. While I can label myself as christian, I ultimately have spirtiual and personal beliefs outside of the christian faith. My Father did recommend me to read up on buddhism aside from just christianity, mainly due to him finding eastern philosophy and religion slightly better despite him spiritually believing in christianity as well. I find a lot of buddhist teachings to be decent and helpful, and furthermore spiritually I will admit aside from believing in God, Jesus, Heaven & Hell. I do admit to believing in ghosts/spirits, reincarnation[to a degree, I don't believe all people reincarnate but some do] & perhaps several afterlifes. A Friend of mine had a dream involving mars and saying that humans perhaps descended from Martians. I'll not describe nor do I agree with every statement he made, but I personally believe in the supernatural & believe his statements might be true to some degree. I don't think I'll describe much more and I don't personally want to get into some debate about this, perhaps I am insane but whatever.
as some final notes, admittingly I have dabled in existentialism, I do not discredit it at all but I do think I agree with it to an extent. I think at most pessimistic in spite of still being a theist I'd say Albert Camus is probably the one I can agree with the most on now-a-days, I think the world is to an extent, with our political instability & human nature…being itself, fucking absurd and people do the most absurd things I can barely comprehend. I think most people go through existential crisises in their lives, I kind of am going through one myself alongside mild depression, but It's moreso making me adopt neo-pagan[again, for lack of a better term] beliefs than atheistic ones, and I do believe people can conquer existential crises and become better people. on another note of existentialism, while I barely agree with his ideals, I think H.P. Lovecraft is one of my personal favorite writers and definetly an influence to me when it comes to being an aspiring writer.
Lovecraft's Life to me as well as many others, predominently friends, I think proves that one's experiences in life definetly make at least in part of who they are, if it wasn't for his family members dying brutally, not being religious from an early age & living an overall terrible life I think he wouldn't be the man he was. I can think of many friends who are quite similar, I know of a friend from washington who used to consider himself moderate left but after seeing a lot of the stupid things leftists do told me he became a republican, but now-a-days he considers himself a centerist after seeing the 'stupid sides' of both.
as a last note on religion in itself, while I think it can make people better people it can also make them worse, but ultimately it depends on how one interprets holy books, specifically who's in control of it. I can in part agree with ryumrau in that religion can be used for self-interested purposes, this can be seen in many places, from Medieval Europe to Islamic Monarchs, and don't think it's just exclusive to Christianity & Islam, though most common, other religions can use religion as a tool for propaganda, I do not personally the people in power are protected by god, at least not anymore than any other man, think similarly to John Locke, although it's not a common belief now-a-days, I reject 'Divine Right', especially considering most politiciains, throughout all of history, are pretty corrupt assholes. I personally don't want to set up a church for my somewhat complex views mainly due to wanting to do other things with my life & because I think I'd be probably ridiculed and that I think people will corrupt my teachings for their own self interest
however in spite of the above keep in mind that not just religion, but frankly ideology in general can be used as a tool for propaganda, and in modern day non-religious ideologies are perhaps far more common. this is why I think, unlike what pseudo-intellectual, stereotypical atheists might believe, that some global atheist state would not result in world peace & utopia. no we'd still have the same awful shit we deal with today, because not every bad thing in the world is caused by religion, it is not the root of all evil, if anything self-interest, arrogance, greed and what not are perhaps bigger roots. religion is not the primary cause of pollution, it is not the primary cause of poverty, it's not the only cause of war. it is pseudo-intellectual as hell to think that any world would just be perfect if they shared whatever asinine ideals you have. this goes for both theocracies and atheist states, the mortal world will never be perfect.
Apologies for my religious rambling, I went on a bit too many tangents , but in short my beliefs I'd say could be compared to that of John Locke, C.S. Lewis but also that of the Buddha & Native American Folklore. I consider myself Christian Ultimately, I believe the Christian God is ultimately the 'head honcho' of the universe, or at least mostly, and I do not feel like I should be ashamed of myself for being a christian, however said label as a christian might be more-so a simplification, as I believe in morals & even supernatural beliefs outside of what the bible says is true.