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my truth I wanna start this off by saying, Fed was the first friend I felt like I made at OfflineTV. He was very welcoming and I spent the most time with him out of everyone. We got along really well and quickly became really really good friends. We would go on late night food runs, and watched movies together in my room since I had a TV. He fell asleep frequently there and it became a pretty normal thing. We always stayed on our sides of the bed, and nothing ever really happened.until it did. I was lying in bed with all the lights off. The door opened and Fed came in, drunk from going out that night. He crawled into my bed and laid there for a bit. Then he grabbed my hand and held it.and I didn't move at all cause I was shocked. He then brushed my hand against his cheek, and kissed it after. I was still in a state of shock, trying to process what's happening, because this guy is supposed to be my friend. He also knew I had a boyfriend at the time. Next, he stuck his hand inside my sleeve, and touched my side next to my chest. And although it wasn't exactly my chest, it was close enough to make me feel extremely uncomfortable, and feel like that was not a place where a friend should be touching me. I still couldn't move at this point, and in my head I was just begging for him to not go any further, praying he would stop there. He did, retracted his hand, and made it seem like he was sleeping. 10 minutes later he 'woke up' and said "whoa how'd I get here." I asked, "do you remember anything?" and he said no and left my room. The next day I went up to his room and asked if he remembered what happened last night. He said no. I told myself that if he forgot, then maybe he didn't know what he was doing because he was drunk, and I didn't wanna bring it up because I didn't wanna make it weird between us. A few weeks later, I was lying in bed again, and he came in drunk, again. He laid down next to me and told me he was sorry for what happened last time, and that he overstepped boundaries. So then I thought to myself, did he remember this whole time, and lied about it.?I didn't say anything, and 10 minutes later - he did it AGAIN - minus the t-shirt part. Again, I'm scared to say anything and he fell asleep next to me. The next day he also acted like nothing ever happened - and I asked him at some point if he remembered anything, and he said no - again. I kept this secret to myself for a very very long time. The only people I could tell were my boyfriend at the time and a close friend of mine, and out of respect for me they didn't tell anyone. I felt like if I told anyone at OTV, the world would come crashing down, and that OTV would die/cease to exist, so I never did. I minimized it A LOT, and carried on throughout my days as usual, but small things in me started changing without me realizing it. I started avoiding Fed more - I went from hanging out with him all the time to almost never. I tunneled into League because it felt easy to be 'busy' in a game so he couldn't talk to me or bother me. It became the easiest way to avoid him - being addicted to a game.

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kayla 000 @macawcaw123 Begging my jungler to gank bot beg for me to stay w u i joke i joke... kk i'll come if UR SURE Yes I'm sure ok say it again YES Pls stay with me 2:37 PM · Nov 25, 2020 · Twitter for iPhone
To: Imane (old phone) Details To: Imane (old phone) Details it's a delicate and gossip ridden scene ya why???? feel me Edc is 9pm - 6am Yeah outside the house I always try to be discrete/private monkas About that i'm sorry but l'mma be ở real soon but Hahaha ik hun Even to our friends I could pass out It's even more confusing to them In like 5 seconds idk how to manage that Rn or how i feel about that Zzzz Yeah l'm not too sure how to handle all of Gnite :)) that. Depends on how private you wanna be. i'm here why is romance so complicated sigh u tired? boys suck Idk how much you wanna talk about this stuff What's so complicated? :0 oh sorry hun :000 Didnt seeee errythang but :/ if you'd like me give you space, I can do that. Yea I wanna be v private until we make the jump then idgaf But I feel like that's not decided soooo things get awkward sometimes To give you * lol ur fine Yeah ik what you mean only thing i worry about with u is seeming too couple-y in front of others before we actually are Gonna be honest, And maybe I don't see the whole picture it's a delicate and gossip ridden scene ya The whole will situation makes me monkas hard feel me Yeah outside the house I always try to be discretelnrivate To: Imane (old phone) Details I do feel like I need to Understand the boy scene a lil bit more before being ready to commit maybe date around or something Idk chillin for now i do think u are wonderfullll tho but u know how i feel about it all You still wanna date around? Just so I understand correctly I feel like I should Damn, alright. Don't you think you should too? as much as i enjoy being with you and as comforting as it is seems a lil rushed after our pasts maybe u've gotten to date around more than me w shelby and whoever else but for me idk and again, taking that step with you is a big big deal with work and living sitch it's really hard for me to Figure out what the right move is but idk we can sit on it some more I'm too weak for this convo right now :(( got the week to figure it out lol weak???? Idk, I care about you a LOT. So yeah this hurts to hear. I'm not interested in anyone else. I feel like at home with you. :(0
To: Imane (old phone) Details To: Imane (old phone) Details O 00:00 | -00:12 4) waiting! ^ Hana playing VR horror game right now Hey I'm ready LMAAAAO00O she seems drunk YAY hahahahah she said she was terrified YAY Heading home YOU WON oki dokelee i don't I wonder if i can call u and watch at the Even wanna talk to u same time... I'm fomoing too hard I think so Just get on WiFi Honestly l'd give up a lot to be back there with you rn fed.. q-quick question.. That's just me tho ^^ This is cool, but not anything crazy. Yes What's up? :) <3 foki joast squads rn without fed :( ru calling me baby in front of others anyways don't say that!! U know u wanna No be there and u'll have fun ^^ i'm surprised ur calling me baby at all!!!! :;(wish I could join Sorry if it bothers you Yeah I wanna be here, but I'm just being honest when I say if I had to choose between going to edc vs cuddling with you ... that's my fav pet name and it is boyfriend restricted it's cute but easiest decision of my life Just feels .. right. Watching pt 1 i worry if we be actin too gay waiting!! ^_ Imao ur cute To: Imane (old phone) Details Imao ur cute -; ssoorrry I'll stop it's ok just Mmmmmm ur only allowed like 2 a week Like an allowance hahahahahahahah I'm going to go into a fat debt. i'm lucky to have you someone who accepts me as a whole All of you Every little bit :))) T.T I'm gonna try and stay up till 4 Idk how possible this will be. I'm already so tired e why???? Edc is 9pm - 6am monkas i'm sorry but l'mma be a real soon
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