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r/Drugs • 8 yr. ago AellaGirl NSFW I did so much acid I almost died locked for /r/bestof disclaimer: this is not typical acid use. There are many concretely 'beneficial' effects from lower, more infrequent doses P In 2014, I did on average 250ug of acid once a week for ten months, from January to October, or approximately 40 times. Doses typically ranged from 150ug-600ug (I assume; I never knew for sure how much I actually took). Subjective experiences ranged from slightly glowing colors to complete loss of any sense contact with the physical world around me (and a 10 minute orgasm at one point). I had the ability to. I had savings. I lived in a house of accepting camgirls. Real life wasn't getting in the way. The first thing people usually want to know is why? Nobody gets addicted to acid. It's unheard of. When people trip, they stay generally keep the f--- away from it for several months. It can be a very overwhelming experience, noncommunicable, and utterly alien. I did it because I felt like I was learning. Every time I tripped I had the overwhelming sensation that the doors had opened and I was mainlining information from a direct source of truth. Every time I stopped tripping, it felt like those doors closed, and I forgot most of what I'd learned. But I wanted to remember. So I kept doing it. Again and again, higher and higher doses. I needed to know. I produced art. I played music. When we imagine frequent drug use, we imagine it as a form of escapism - that real life is too difficult, that we want to shut down for a time. Acid was exactly the opposite. It heightened senses, heightened what I was aware of in my own mind, let me explore the way my own thoughts formed. It took what I was and shoved my own face in it. I couldn't look away. There were times of deliberately induced and absolutely excruciating emotional pain, to which nothing in my regular life has ever come close. I did it on purpose. I needed to know.

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